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2010-11-03T15:38:00.000+08:00

Helloooooo~
blogger is being a bitch :( anyway...
NIKON D3100 IS SO FUCKING NAISE!!!!!
DAD , Y U BUY ME DSLR SO FAST!?!

2010-10-31T01:18:00.000+08:00

hello bbs.
so.. I shall start blogging from last day of school? so last day of school I went to have mac for lunch with fcs.
Then wanwen had to go for CCA , so she left. Then we went to t1 to walk around , then we went to manpuku. the others left , only me and shermin stayed. /oi u still owe me $6.50 HAHAHAHAAHHA
rotted around till like 7+. and went home.

shermin I'm gonna miss you. grats for getting into express. I rly have nth much to say. idk why. I'm happy fer ya! LOL

kpop based post. don't like then fuck off.

2010-10-25T00:16:00.000+08:00

hi~
hmph. I FEEL SO BAD RIGHT NOW AND I WANTED TO GO KPOP NIGHT SO FUCKING BADLY YA KNOW?!?!?!?!?!?! >(
whatever man , srsly. lol >(
well.. good thing 2am and snsd are gonna have their comeback this thurs. but 2am's coming this december and it's freaking free standing so i'm not going. but thr's jinwoon how can i not go?! :(
Someone give me money.
oh wait , i'm going ss3 already. but wait , WHAT IF THR'S SMTOWN LIVE NEXT YEAR. I WANT SMTOWN BADLY. :( dear rits pls try your best to bring them here. >(

2010-10-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

hello everyone ,
exams are officially over! but that doesn't mean that I'm worry free nao. I shall list and elaborate them. right nao.
first off , it's the results /okay obviously who doesn't stress over their results man/ I'm most afraid of chinese paper - yes , I wrote a long compo , but i prolly failed. I really hope that doesn't happen. followed by science , I know I screwed my science paper cus I don't have my eraser with me. -_-
2nd , it's probably friendship. I'm starting to drift further and further away from some , and getting closer and closer to the people I don't want to be close with. some with attitude and that hi-want-everything-my-way that kind of person , or it's hi-i'm-innocent-but-i'm-sticky person. I'm not biased or whatsoever man. or hi-i-dont-trust-u-but-i-stick-to-u person. don't trust me? whatever man..whatever. you're just spoiling the damn mood.
3rd , money i guess? no that important tho.
4th. blah , personal man.

now playing nothing better /jong's cover.
I'm gonna do this cus i'm so bored rn.
WHY DIDN'T THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROAD?!
cus onew ate it. HAHA /okay sorry for the lame joke bcus i'm so bored rn.
Jonghyun has the hottest english pronounciation ever , the most mesmerizing voice ever /otherthanchangmin
and he looks like a dinozaurz.
Why does jinwoon's face always turn to the left/right in photoshoots but it comes out like -_-?! :(
AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR 2AM'S COMEBACK.
I have nth btr to say. bye.

2010-09-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

lol i just read a kpop tumblr.

(warning : forms of discrimination? i don't know everyone has different points of views)

gonna post about sth that shawols are probably gonna bash me but what the hell I don't give a fucking damn.
I think the whole of shinee is underrated. bcus it's like when they went MIA , fans were all like " hey , shinee's comeback not coming until _(god-knows-when)_ so I'm gonna change my bias " and I have noticed that from like most of my schoolmates. before lucifer , i have never seen anyone wearing a shinee nametag on their bags. lucifer came and boom , I see shinee badges everywhere. Deep down inside , I know lucifer has a satanic meaning in the song , but you can't blame them or the composers/or jinki and jjong , they wrote this to entertain shawols/everyone , and obviously , every group/band wants 100% attention from everyone.

MIA. :)

2010-09-18T01:48:00.000+08:00

god , this week has been rly hectic i guess? EOYs are starting in less than a month. I need to work hard I wanna go express :( yeah and my fanfic , it's like MIA right now I haven't even started with chapter 5 but I already wrote the plot..

I can abandon kpop for studies okay! I'm not like some freak even if I'm some kpop freak. I never said I loved kpop anyway... that would mean loving all the bands. sorry , I don't like miss A or rainbow. -_- or se7en.

-has no life

Sometimes I just wished you noticed me at the right times. But whatever , the feelings are gone.

2010-09-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

went tampines1 in the evening. saw @claudialuvyou for the 2nd time this week? lol this is srly weird. okay yeah.

I miss my relatives like lots lately? I'm lagging behind on everything. what happened to me using my time wisely?

now all I do is go on fb and twitter and stare at the screen until night time and done , I'm going to sleep. I used to go to youtube until I'm bored , then I study. Now i'm lagging behind everything. WAKE UP , CHERYL.

hmkay out of topic. okay I miss my relatives bcus I haven't met them from 3 weeks. seems like I don't rly like them for nagging. but they rly rly dote on me. totally.

2010-09-04T13:50:00.000+08:00

rants.
heh , shinee's coming? snsd's coming? ohwait. infinite , big bang , FT Island , D-NA are coming too. if I go to the concert , I'm only going there to see shinee and snsd. Maybe Taeyang? I was never a bbvip. or whatever you call those bb fans. /bigbang not blackberry. or bloodballz. But yes taeyang is hottttttttttttttttttttttt.
it's 2 hours. max price $258. Min price $118. and obviously I want to go. def not worth. 2 hours , 6 bands.
2 hours divide by 6 gives you 20 minutes. 20minutes of each fucking band. not enough. and I'm probably there being interested for half of the time. maybe for an hour? what about the other hour? what about my moneh.
money's not the problem here. it's the satisfaction. at least proof label should extend the duration. seriously? prooflabel? it's worthless for one band to come to singapore just for 20 minutes of performing. WORTHLESS.

2010-09-02T19:51:00.000+08:00

I love these bitches.

zz why original size so clear and when resize it looks so bloody blur? ew it's supposed to be 14.1 MP. >8(
haunted changi with clique tmr. can't wait! :)

2010-09-02T19:23:00.001+08:00

kpop night.

WHY SHOULD I GO?

- SHINEE!!!

- DUBU!!!(onew!)

- SNSD!!!

- YURI!!!

-SUNNY!!!!

WHY SHOULDN'T I GO?

- I'm paying $258 for 6 groups but I'm only interested in 2 of the groups.

- It's only 2 hours. $258 for 2 hours u telll me worth or not

- 2 Hours. 6 groups. too little time for my SM bbys <3

god how i wish i can write them a letter? HAHAHAHHAHAHHA it would go

DEAR DUBU. SORRY I CAN'T GO TO THE CONCERT. ILU STILL KTHXBAI

HAHAHAH (is not realistic)

okay bye!

A RANT POST.

2010-08-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

warning - this is a rant post and it might make u feel like a bad person. so if you feel that you will feel offended please do not read this.

just want to rant about some people. please don't mind me.

family -

My aunt(s) -

Oldest Aunt - complain queen. everything unsatisfactory you just freaking complain and I can't stand it. okay I'm also complaining now and she's okay so I wove her <3

2nd Aunt - Dad goes " eh who here knows about dslrs? " please don't go " eh wait until she grows up la. " hm , until when then i grow up huh? I also notice the change in your attitude towards me.

auntie dorna - don't u have a sense of humor? my dad is trying to liven up the atmosphere and there u are saying he is rude. and please , your jokes. NOT FUNNY.

Not happy then don't read.

2010-08-29T01:18:00.001+08:00

hi everyone ,
I probably won't be blogging until I feel like doing so. But I'm gonna update my fanfics still , so visit www.fanphics.blogspot.com kay.
thanks for reading!

2010-08-14T00:56:00.000+08:00

what an epic day!
well in the morning was.. science paper which was okay. english which was halfway difficult and lit which i don't know whether i have enough confidence for. I rly hope I'll do well for this bcus I did badly for my mid years.

After school i went to have lunch with navjeet and seika. see la wanwen and shermin ps us. 8( uh ya then we went to pizza hut! yum ok. 8D so we went to xcraft and navjeet bought a pair of studs. After that we went to toysrus gachapon cus seika wanted to get the chopper keychain. so after that we went to artbox and bought notebooks 8D each of us bought one , then I got mine then we went to T1's manpuku but bfo that i was at the toilet then i left my notebook there. ROFLMAO. but I only realized that when we went to manpuku. EPIC SIA HAHAHAH. then i went to toilet but can't find! but this malay auntie found it for me. really greatful to that auntie! 8) but before that i was trying to look for the cleaner auntie but couldn't find her. then i was like knocking the cleaner's room thing. but nobody inside damn epic sia i even said excuse me when i opened the door. BUT NO ONE INSIDE HAHAHAHAHAAH omg epic epic epic. xD YEAH I WENT HOME IN TIME FOR MU BANK!!!!! 8D
bye. :)

2010-08-11T22:59:00.001+08:00

hm annyeong. another boring day has passed by.
almost 35 hours to common tests. i'm so ded. 8(

mia.

2010-08-09T00:56:00.002+08:00

hm still in onew mode.

well today i went to vivo , okay how many times have a blogged about vivo i swear i have no idea. hm anyway yeah so we walked around there and had dinner.

still hate that bloodballz. annoyed @ her thoughts. hm. better fuck off or i'll strike. soon. i'm nasty. watch it.

the only people i can go to - I'm afraid they'll be annoyed. seriously these people are the awesomest people ever , when i rant on them they are the ones who encourage me to be able to endure. still , this can't last very long. i go to them almost everyday.

cybermates - okay , so it has been like more than 2 years. not really. i don't know. just wanna let you guys know that you all are the best when it comes to going gile. you all are also the best when it comes to advice. I look forward to our next meeting :3

goodnight , I'll think of you.

yeah you. hahahahhaha.

hm onew i'll think of you.

now kpopping - Electronic manic supersonic bionic energy // HURRICANE VENUS by BOA.

2010-08-07T11:28:00.003+08:00

I hate my life.

2010-08-07T11:28:00.001+08:00

I hate my life.

2010-07-30T17:22:00.001+08:00

hate narrow minded people , who do you think you are , some sort of judge huh? Honestly I don't even know whether you're my true friend. you even backstabbed your own close sister in front of my face. you'd think I trust you with my secrets now? you may say he/she is a judgemental person. just wanna let you know that you are one too. according to last year , you have never ever self-reflected although _ and I confronted you.
I suggest you self reflect and think what kind of person you are than spazzing on my biases. That outing with was a disaster , you know why? you don't even want to coorperate with me , you asked me to go to the back and what happened in the end was horrible , you ruined my wish.

Watching music bank now :) waiting for shinee.

2010-07-26T20:01:00.002+08:00

I MISS MISS LOW :(

2010-07-25T22:01:00.001+08:00

time constraints.
seriously , this sucks. On friday I didn't even go home late and I regret it. bcus you know what , thruout friday i have been in front of the tv and i didn't even do anything productive. On saturday I woke up real late and I only did my art hw and I didn't even finish it. I went out in the evening on saturday and reached home damn late and I managed to only complete a little bit. Now I'm only left with the background that I have to mix the noob paint. Noob brain to think of mixing paint -_-. I still need to rush CME presentation and Art hw tmr , but i promised the girls to go udders with them after school. I is not in the mood to go and I have lots of catching up to do.
I still got geog to do. this sucks why are there so much stufffs to do. I'm totaly screwed tmr I forgot to bring my home econs book on friday to pass up and I'm gonna pass up tmr. Why does the weekend pass by so quickly! I need more time. Honestly I don't even want to go to udders. ok maybe after CA2 but not at this time.

/wanwen if you ever see this I'm sorry I can't go to udders. school work and studying's more important than entertainment in my opinion. maybe after CA2? My dad's like restricting me to go out of tampines now i can't even go to naps to visit. -_-

Sad yet happy.

2010-07-23T23:12:00.001+08:00

TGIF!
well today was totally screwed. first , I forgot to bring my home econs book. /fail. 2nd , I forgot to bring my geog book. THANKFULLY , Miss Nur didn't find me. Mrs Leong was like " I dont wanna waste time scolding people " but she said don't take it for granted. OWELL I REALLY WANNA DO WELL FOR GEOG! :(

After School was lunch with navjeet , wanwen , gerallyn. Mac/KFC no seats at all , so we ate in school. Then this vankoshilei come rape me. :( jk. yeah then followed jona and van go busstop , jona walked home then I waited for bus with van.

MUSIC BANK WAS AWESOME. spazzing shinee and suju now ^^
Name for fans! I'm tryna compile all these shits into a sentence so I should just jot them down~
2AM = IAM
SNSD = SONE.
2PM = HOTTEST.
4MIN = not sure eh. LOL
SHINee = SHAWOL~
SUJU = ELF! /everlasting forever i think. LOL.
BEAST = B2uties , I think.
UKISS = Kiss Mes
CN.Blue = not sure..
BEG = not sure.
KARA = not sure
and I feel like I left out some groups omg T_T

IAM A HOTTEST B2UTY KISS ME ELF LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

2010-07-17T01:10:00.000+08:00

Elearning was today! well I wokeup super late lol. /proud.
Then I rotted at home til like 6.40 and left the house to meet vanessa. We walked around school and waited for Shermin , Jona and Melvin I think lol. Thanks to Van for buying me french fries I haven't return you money lol. T_T
Then we went in and it started. then we came out and I parted with clique. :( so I waited for wanwen with navjeet , gerallyn. Then we went to tmart mac with yvonne to have dindin. (LOL THANKS TO VANESSA)
Then I saw ugena there. then she bused home I bused home then went home and here I am now. ^^
looking forward to this sunday I miss my relatives awww.

2010-07-16T00:30:00.001+08:00

RT QUEEN. bitch. no sense of originality. not everything goes your way you know. if you think i don't like you , oh yes it's true. but instead of wasting time why not use the time to improve yourself. you're like one of those desperate-for-attention kind of people. someone who picks on people. Now everything about you annoys me and makes me wna smack your face. Your attitude , your speech , or maybe your face. I always thought you were pretty but you yourself made it ugly. oops I'm sorry I said this but my level of tolerance was never that low.
stop judging people as if they were your dogs. stop copying people as if we were your source of kpop and what so ever. just wna let you know that i never wanted to be friends with you.

2010-07-09T20:34:00.000+08:00

GUESS WHAT I GOT INTO THE SUJU FANDOM LOL *guilty

2010-07-09T19:06:00.002+08:00

LESS THAN 24 HOURS TO GO!

CAN'T WAIT FUCKERS.

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WELL I GOT TO SAY IT WAS FUCKIN AWEZOM! YOU KNOW WHEN KWON CAME HE HAD A FRIGING BRIGHT SMILE KANINABU SORRY FOR THE VULGARITIES BUT I'M SO HAPPY AND I WAS EXCITED.
well I woke up in the morning to meet ugena then we reached imm at 9. then queued until 5.30 (sorry we siao) HAHAHA. we saw some seniors and alumni i guess! bcus the seniors were talking to some people. idk tho HAHAH k

the best picture I can give.

it's still a fail picture. :/

so pissed with myself.

2010-07-05T23:31:00.000+08:00

I just realised I have spent too much omg -.-
i frigging need to set rules for myself. & FOLLOW THEM omg.

bye.

ANYWAY I SPENT $40 ON KPOP TODAY TEEHEE

fucking bitch.

2010-07-03T23:28:00.001+08:00

annyeong there's 6 days left! srsly can't wait sho elated. meeting ugena like at 8 in the morning so that's the sucky part. best part = fion can help me reserve place. (y)

uh more fangirl spazz now? no pls.
birthdays to note. credits to shikin. July

Leeteuk - 1 July 1983
Yoon Doojoon - 4 July 1989
Kim Heechul - 10 July 1983
Lee Taemin - 18 July 1993
Alexander Lee Eusebio - 29 July 1988

August

Kim Hyung Joon - 3 August 1987
Yoo Seungho - 17 August 1993
G-Dragon - 18 August 1988
Kim Kibum - 21 August 1987
Song Seunghyun - 21 August 1992
Yesung - 24 August 1984
Hwang Kwanghee - 25 August 1988
Jo Kwon - 28 August 1988

September

Jang Hyunseung - 3 September 1989
Ha Minwoo - 6 September 1990
Lee Jungshin - 15 September 1991
Key - 23 September 1991
Shindong - 28 September 1985
Kan - 30 September 1991

October

Thunder - 7 October 1990
Lee Donghae - 15 October 1986
Yang Seungho - 16 October 1987

November

Heo Young Saeng - 3 November 1986
T.O.P - 4 November 1987
G.O. - 6 November 1987
Choi Minhwan - 11 November 1992
Park Hyungshik - 16 November 1991
Kevin Woo - 25 November 1991

December

Im Siwan - 1 December 1988
Choi Minho - 9 December 1991
Jung Heechul - 9 December 1989
Seungri - 12 December 1990
Onew - 14 December 1989
Kim Junsu(Xiah) - 15 December 1986
Lee Jaejin - 17 December 1991
Yong Junhyung - 19 December 1989
Ok Taecyeon - 27 December 1988
Kim Kibum - 29 December 1990

fucking long post.

2010-07-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

since I'm so bored I shall post a list of my biases. *looks at itunes
not in order.

Sistar - No one yet.
Debuted with their song PUSHPUSH. to my twitter friends they nicknamed the song the pregnancy song. you know what i mean. ya.

2AM - I gotta say I love all - jinwoon , seulong , jokwon , changmin.
jinwoon's the one with the killereyesmile , my all time favourite. <3
seulong's the one who's popular with garls(girls lol). <3
jokwon's the one who's kkab. you should go youtube and search for kkab kwon. <3
changmin's the one with powerful voices , and his mouth shape ( according to ga-in. LOL) and his ridiculous-nerd-dork face in wgm. <3 usually left out , but he's loved.
My favourite song of theirs?
I did Wrong.

4Minute - I actually only know hyunah and the rapper , both are my favourites.
hyunah - ch-ch-ch-change! (or whatever LOL.) used to be in jype , now in cube ent. ( sister label of jype )
cutest whiner ever. <3

2PM (cheers) - I love all. ^^ (okay this is crazy)
PARK JAEBUM - ex-leada/member of 2pm. his bboying and singing and rapping skills are awesome I swear.
Nickhun - ANGEL FACED THAI PRINCE YAW. Hottie.
CHANSUNG - HAHAHA CUTE CONSTANTLY EATING MAKNAE.
WOOYOUNG - he looks hot in suits HAHAHAHAH. he's known for dancing as well!
JUNSU - he's cute. look at farah's twitter bg *wriggles eyebrows and his hot hot bodaye you know2.
JUNHO - killer eyesmile. all cute la ok. <3
TAECYEON - hot body of 2pm. HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAH he's in cinderella's sister!

KARA (oh finally a girl group) - Nicole , Hara , gyuri!
Nicole - my 2nd favourite jung. she speaks english and she's chio. AHHAAHA
HARA - MY FAVOURITE KARA MEMBER. CUTE AND SWEET AND FUNNY AND DORKY. SERIOUSLY WATCH INVINCIBLE YOUTH.
Gyuri - forever a goddess lol

UKISS - All I guess.
Dongho - HE DEBUTED AT 14 OMGAZZ. he's cheeky and very 'one of a kind' and easy to get bullied but he's quite funny. he's 16 now!
Kevin - angel. you should totally go search for his picture in google now. No words to describe him <3
eli!!!!! - HAHAHAHA hot grey haired. his hair in manman ha ni was nice tho!
Xander - he and his \m/ pose in mmhn and bingeul bingeul. anyway he's kinda sick now. get well soon oppa.
Soohyun - HOT LA. but he's vanessa's.
Kibum - hottie.
Kiseop - hot blondie.

SNSD - all.
Taeyeon ! - supa cute big-eyed. the omma in snsd. HAHAHA. someone shoved a camera in her face and slapped her right here in singapore. what the hell is wrong with singaporeans. -.-
Sunny! - shorty dorky joka in snsd. she's mad funny in invincible youth.
Yuri! - CHIO BITCH. LOL.
Tiffany - I love her hair in rdr. and her voice. <3
Jessica - her looks. her blonde hair. <3 omg do I sound like some lesbian here. lol.
Sooyoung - HAHAH her appearance in wgm made seulong excited then mi young sad.
Yoona - SNSD's natural <3
Hyoyeon - the cute one. she's like underrated.
SEOHYUN THE CUTE MAKNAE OF SNSD. <3 <3 <3 <3

SHINee - All.
JJONGHYUN - seline's.
ONEW - LOVEEEEEEE
TAEMIN - JENNIFER TOH'S.
KEY - ASHLYN'S OMG -.-
MINHO - nobody's LOL.

BEG - All.
MIRYO - totally lol-ing at her for hitting seulong's thighs.
NARSHA - cute , and she's honest for going plastic and her specs hor. daebak lah.
JEA - hyper unnie. " JO SEO BANG!!! " LOLLOL
GA-IN my favourite single eyelid.

T-ara
Hyomin and her no-lens specs HAHAHA

SUJU *thrilled.
KIM HEECHUL.- totaly kute and he's hosting the radioshow thing , then he cannot wear the headband he angry LOL.
LEETEUK. - omspazz you guys should see him in geeks specs *points at phone wallpaper.
EUNHYUK. - hottie.
KYUHYUN. - hot maknae.

MBLAQ
LEEEJOON *CLAPCLAPS. - HAHAHA HE JUST RIPPED HIS PANTS THIS WEEK ON STAR GOLDEN BELL LOL. kkab kwon number2.
Mir - ok i'm jealous of this guy. HE ACCIDENTLY KISSED JINWOON IN MAKNAE REBLLION OMGWTFBBQ!!!!!!

CN.BLUE ( 2nd favourite band.)
jung yonghwa - seohyun's husband in wgm. total love and he's a short hottie. totally hottie. hottie okay okay. cn.blue's hyung.
minhyuk - cn.blue's maknae. total hottie and he iz has nice fringe.
jungshin - hot avatar bassist.LOL
jonghyun - hot guitarist. love his ruffled hair , srsly.

f(x) (2nd favourite girl group.)
VICTORIA - CUTE GIRL FROM CHINA. she's pro in acrobatics and dancing and singing.
KRYSTAL!! - SICA'S SISTER. <3 cute and I love her current hair for nu ABO
SULLI - you know what , this girl is fucking cute.
AMBER - f(x)'s tomboy. ok not rly la , but she cut her hair rly short ( similar to taemin's ) to match with her voice.
LUNA - her voice is powerful.

SOLO ARTISTES.
Rain - biggest badass. LOL. <3 him in ninja asassin.
LEE HYORI - CHITTY CHITTY BANG BANG.

Oppa = girl to older boy.
Hyung = boy to older boy.
ok done bye. AHAHAHAHA <3

2010-06-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

ANNYEONG BITCHES I GOT MY TICKET TO MEET AND GREET 2AM.
JOKING. -_-
sorry I'm abit dingdong now bcus I only had 3 hours of sleep. -.-
anyhoo , yess i'm like going there in 2 weeks from now. 5.30pm.
i'm prolly gna touch my jinwoon. JK I'M NOT THOSE HXC LOL.
seriously pissed off.
who so stupid want to pluck hair out of one of the FTI boys.
who so stupid go slap taeyeon and shove cam in front of her. -.- srsly man she's my fave in snsd!
who so stupid go injure the ukiss boys -_-!
idiots.

2010-06-25T04:26:00.000+08:00

hello.
I don't know how to describe how happy I am right now. 2AM's coming to singapore on the 10th and appearing on sheng siong show on the 11th. hope they will be their own selfs and I hope jokwon shows a ssanti dance!
chionging to HMV at 3pm tmr , sales start at 7pm. whatever you say , I'm kiasu when it comes to these stuffs.
seriously so what man , everyone wants the best for themselves right. anyway the page stated that some lucky buyers will get a chance to meet & greet them and have a original signature on their albums. Hate the word lucky. -_-
joke/ I should bring my sleeping back tmr. lol!

so irritated. I don't think any of us should change just for the sake of YOU. if you think you don't like beep and beep then might as well improve yourself and make friends with them right. if you hate them so much then might as well not waste time talking about them? might as well just freaking ignore and not talk so much. in the whole of C1 you're the noisest when you said beep is noisy in class. she freaking has doubts and she's trying to ask the teacher. while you are the one making noise and distracting other people. you're making me tell you info that beep told me. oh pls , i have a btr connection with her. so just fuck off.

2010-06-23T03:41:00.001+08:00

I know it has been awhile since i blogged.

holidays are totally ending soon , and I might be closing my blog again.

Sunday was universal studios. freaking awesome , had fun with family. <3

okay , it's nearly 4AM naow. I have tuition at 11.30 later , and meeting dalph and farah after that for toy story.

annyeong! ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

2010-06-12T21:36:00.000+08:00

hate people who depend on people just for answers when they themself never even attempt the question -_-
fucktardsssssssss. I like wanwen's post-long description of 1C1 man , our class almost everyone hate the class , but they don't bother to take the effort to bear with it -_-

on a happier note , korea won greece! park jisung ftw!
I watched Karate Kid at Century Square today. My mom preferred Tampines Mall's bcus sound system wayyy btr , but four shows straight all selling fast , so went century square instead. Karate kid is naise , mad naise. 5/5 stars! Bcus Jaden Smith quite cute eh HAHAHA. After that we went fairprice to buy snacks for world cup *wriggles eyebrows

eating strawberriez naow , just ate ben and jerry's.♥

2010-06-11T22:54:00.000+08:00

Anneong babos! ^^

yess it has been awhile since I last posted ~ I've been getting into other fandoms but I'm still loyal to oneday , ^^ Getting into the MBLAQ , f(x) , Super Junior , 2NE1 & Rain. Changing blogsong soon k.

Monday - I went to meet Ugena in the noon , went to eat brunch. Before that I was gna buy pepper lunch , then I saw my aunt there. To you it may be no big deal but she gives me money and asks me all that shit. o anyw , We went to banquet to eat instead. ate saba fish. yeah then we went to comics connection to wait for seika. bought dongho badge! I have a total of 4 badges naow ; Kevin , Dongho , Jaebeom and Nickhun , which is scratched terribly. kyaaaaa. Then seika's coming late so ugena and I went giant instead. Bought Baking ingredients , then met seika at busstop went ugena's house. spent the next 4 hours baking , then went to doc bcus of ugena's swollen eye. then ugena came to my house , went to dunman sec beside the swing there. slacked there for like 40 mins , then she went home.

Tuesday - Planned to meet gillian , but didn't. so slacked at home. OHOH I RECEIVED MY 2AM ALBUM ON THAT DAY. WAS FUCKING HAPPY.

Wednesday - Ugena's house , then to parkway , then to toapayoh for no reason , then to orchard , walked around for awhile then went to eat gyozas and went home. hahhaa.

Thursday - Worked at Cousin's shop. FINALLLYYYY GOT $$.

Slacked at home today. FINISHED CHINESE PROJECT. <3

It's 11th June today , happy 15 months of lesbo(ism) , seika. HAHAHA.

2010-06-06T21:24:00.000+08:00

LEETEUK MENTIONED SS3 SINGAPORE. cool or whuuuut we're lucky HAHAH
U-kiss' tickets are sold out. sian. Mai's friend selling , but I have to go with rl friend , bcus of dad.
I'm bankrupt , yes. :)

today I went to centrepoint , then plaza sing. so many things I wna buy but later my bank got hole , you know. HAHA. tiffany so cute. ok bye HAHA.

2010-06-05T22:39:00.000+08:00

love the sunset at my haus. ^^

Ugena came over to my house at 11am , slacked/walked/chilled/talked till 12.30 walked home then at 12.50 bused to 201 to meet seika :) then we bused to changi airport , then went cold storage buy (lots) of stuff LOL. then we went to B1 to study. we didn't make any progress bcus ugena's laptop can connect to MY wireless@sg account. Hmph :( anyway my lappy didn't have battery fml. haha then stayed there till 5, then bused home had dinner with bebs and then we went back to my house. then we went to the swing there for like 20 mins then they went home.

had fun :)

2010-06-05T21:57:00.001+08:00

yoyoyo. anyone wna go u-kiss fanmeet with me? My dad's buying for me but he doesn't want me to go alone. sigh. ya , it's $70 , sigh fuck it. NOBODY GO WITH ME HOW TO GO!!!

2010-06-04T22:40:00.000+08:00

I luv my dad. When he has money , he buys stuff for me. greatly appreciated , sigh.
I'm not the type of person who says mushy stuff and all , but he cares for me more than my mum does.
he buys stuff for my bro , I don't mind , and he stills take the initiative and buys me something special<3
sigh , my bro so demanding sia -_- mf , when I grow up I will take care of them man. I will obey their instructions.

Stop pushing the blame to other people , now I regretted defending you and all , I don't expect any thankyous or whatever , but can you at least stop pushing the blame to other people? we're not your dog , that's what i wna say. I now have to agree with lesbo's view's about you.

2010-06-02T00:37:00.002+08:00

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2010-06-01T00:55:00.004+08:00

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stalk her tmr! HAHAHAHAHA

I can't get over the fact that she's in rws and I'm in vivo. and I was this close to going rws. this is epic man
update : WTF SHE WENT VIVO. *shot. no comments now.

2010-05-30T21:48:00.000+08:00

ohmytian. I.cannot.believe.this.is.happening.

2AM IS COMING TO SG. AND SUJU. AND U-KISS. AND AFTER SCHOOL!!! I do believe in 11:11 wishes now bcus one of them came true! maybe it's just a coincidence , but idk my wish still came true! this is so cool man. HAHA FUCK IT

Today I went to marina mandrin to have buffet ( yes seika I took your advice don't worry HAHA ). Then slacked2 there till 4 , went marina square to walk2. then went home. super happy y'all. so many good stuff has been happening this week!

all the best to cousin jonathan for MT Os tmr. Sleep early and rmb to bring IC and entry proof. ^^

2010-05-27T17:56:00.001+08:00

FUCKYES the june hols are here already!
so mad happy naow ,hehe.
hi to outings gatherings birthdays and shit.

Today was.. long , really long -_- first thing in the morning was science , then we had this learning style survey thing , it was rather irritating lol. Then we had D&T , watched Happy Feet. Miss zubaidah was shaking her head. \m/ HAHA!! For 2nd half of the movie I slacked with navjeet wanwen amish tashi timothy and noobs.
I don't know how many sweets I ate.. yah after that we cleaned the class and received our results. My class Position ... is unbelievable. I swear! god is osm. After that had this shitty IPW presentation which made us :( bcus we were dismissed at 2.20!! HAHA but it was all worth it bcus I had pepper lunch with dearest lesbo ^^
We walked around and went home and home sweet home!!

thank god june hols are here bcus I don't have to face 1C1. \m/
Some people are really getting on my fucking nerves.

Oh and , anyone got purchased books in your phone app store? :/

2010-05-24T16:38:00.002+08:00

fuck this is so fucking osm my dad's buying 2AM's album for me! *squeals
I still think this is all a joke. I still can't imagine that my dad would buy it for me! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I so happy ^^V I'm blogging now bcus I can't wait for june holidays to be here again. it means late nights , oh wait actually early mornings. lol! aiya wtv , can't wait can't wait!! everything would be like last year's december holidays again. Webcam and conf calls with habbos. <3

tday was school , the first day is super slow. Amazingly I didn't have any monday blues or anything. Maybe it's bcus of the album thing. ^^ okay yeah after school I went to eat yakitori with seika. (L) Went com con then starbucks. Went home after that. Feels so short but whtev. OH YA I am quite satisfied with my english results already bcus I wasn't rly prepared for the whole of mye. yeah -_- and no lit results today. *cries.

Downloading audi naow , I srsly can't wait to play all the k songs. *squeals

ok , this is ranting part so if you don't wna get hurt/offended/wtv you can choose not to read. if not I won't be responsible for anything that happens to you. :S If you want to know , I'm not siding anybody , I'm just stating my opinion.

you talking simi lj , creating a hate group just bcus that person(beep) made your friend cry? Do you even have to go to that extent? you guys shd've talked it over calmly bcus it might be just a misunderstanding. It doesn't make sense. You still like (beep) as a friend but you created a hate group bcus she hurt your friend. -_-

It gives me the impression that you don't have the guts to say that you hate someone. aiya whatev. HYPOCRITE.

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2010-05-23T21:04:00.002+08:00

hey hi halo anneonghasaeyo.
today I went to city square , to gather with my relatives for fun. it's fun , k. First we went to subway to eat , lol. Then i had yoguru , I'm in love with frozen yougurt. luvvvv. okay whtev. let's not go into details for what happened in the next hour bcus it was standing aimlessly in metro. so yeah , cousin and tiffany came. ^^
had fun , lol. I pretty much didn't do anything tho , but you know the feeling of a united family? Feels so warm and .. osm and.. loved. I gotta say , my aunts and uncles dote on me lots.

On a happier note , I bought my nickhun badge! now I have Jaeboem and nickhun , and I still can't find any of 2AM's. epic , I swear. Whenever I hear '2AM' or '2PM' or 'jay' or 'tiffany' or 'jessica' I'll go ' HUH WHAT THING.' like you know , worked up. LOL. whatever already , so much has happened this month and thank god the june holidays are here. I need a break. just.five.more.days. i can do it.

Neutral.

2010-05-22T12:36:00.003+08:00

I did.. normal for my midyears , as expected , I was not really prepared for it. peer pressure , cca , parents , fuckit , really. I did badly for my history too. thank god I passed my science and math. I realised that if you bother about the things around you too much , it's not a good thing. sigh.
To make a long story short , I went to watch The back up plan instead of The last song. I bought this jaebeom badge at comics connection.
going hoaly's birthday outing later , I really don't feel like going bcus I feel super extra already. What's more , Ugena's gna meet hoaly and yvonne first , which means that I'm meeting three people at once. that would be super awkward , but whatever lah you know. Who wants to go to an outing when you're an extra?

Who are you to judge me? bcus in earth , nobody except my parents/god can judge me , and no one else can.
You can't change me , so might as well stay away from me , or change yourself. Honestly I don't think there's anything wrong with me. If I want to change I'll change , not because of your comments and criticism. If I am a hypocrite then I am a hypocrite , i don't think there's anything wrong. if there are no hypocrites in this world there won't be challenges I guess.

[edit @ 9.25PM]
So the outing wasn't so bad. Thanks to hoaly she sponsored like 3D Shrek Tickets to many people. I LOVE HER. ok yeah then went manpuku eat then homed. Let's see who came. Hoaly Ugena Emilyn Yvonne Yeexuan Haixin Kuiran Ryan Fang wei Scott Edward Timothy. had fun ^^

Certain statuses(sorry idk if correct epic.) are giving me the impression that they're super immature. not gna reveal names or whatever , it's rather discriminating and hello , you're on facebook not some private shit.
I seriously hate stereotypers , if they don't have the guts to say it in reality , then might as well keep it to yourself. nobody wants to know that you hate her or whatever. You blamed her bcus you said she made your results terrible , you have yourself to blame too , bcus you have the right to avoid her and all , but you didn't. She doesn't control your life , you do. so you have the right to stay away from her and study and all , right.

Another one , you can't blame people when you said that you do all the bad and negative stuffs , bcus even if you used to do it , they already have the impression that you're like that. It's not her fault that she influenced you and all that bcus you can choose not to do it. Why should she even be jelez of you? her life is so much better and full of happiness and YOU are the one ruining it. God gave us a brain to think properly and let life make sense.

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2010-05-18T21:37:00.001+08:00

hello. tday did a 5 minute treasure hunt. kinda failed lol.
(L) short post okie.

HABBOING NAOW OK BYE

2010-05-17T20:52:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone , I'll hope bandmates will understand this. I have decided to quit band , people say I should follow my heart , and they say that you guys will understand this. So do respect my descision and not turn your back on me. We'll still be friends right?
<3

2010-05-17T17:57:00.001+08:00

o. m. o.

Today's osm , first thing I did when I reached school was went to cafe and wait fo seika. ^_^v. Then for the next 2 hours we had chinese script checking. I passed my chinese ~ yey. After that 1 hour of freedom , 45 mins to be exact. Then I had LC which was totally screwed bcus I don't rly understand a thing. lol! We were dismissed at 11.30.

After that went csquare with shermin wanwen seika navjeet and gerallyn. Then otw there we went to the sony ericsson shop to look around. wanwen saw mr ong and mr hazmi. then they ran into the shop. HAHHAA

after that we went csquare for pepper lunch , spent a long time there and made lots of jokes as well. imitating people ftw. Then there was this girl who kept staring at us even before we laughed like mad. wth? :S After that I went comics connection. super osm but I can't find 2AM stuff today. (sad face) It's rly rly rly rare. but I love ballad singers , they're osm. Then after that I went starbux w shermin. Went xcraft then we decided to go home.

Reached home around 2.45 , using the lappy till now.

I can't use play anymore bcus when I use the lappy I don't play games anymore. instead I spazz about oneday , OSM RIGHT ME.

Changed blog songz. (not in order!)
Mworago by U-kiss
Replay by SHINee
Without U by 2PM
I did wrong by 2AM
Break your heart by Taio Cruz
Bad Girl by BEAST.
okbye.

2010-05-16T00:03:00.000+08:00

hi!
morning went band , usual. people gotta respect my descisions. ok random.

After that I went home bathe and went tpy w. my omma. Chilled , helped cousin out at her shop. had fun. ^^
then 10 plus had supper and went home. she was talking to her bf all the way. then I answered and went ' anneonghasaeyo , I believe you got the wrong number , anneong. ' but he's from china so he doesn't understand english so it was pwn x1000 HAHAHAHAHA. yeah went home semi drunk. KIDDING

haha!
jen bby , pls don't be sad and don't let the people around you affect you. You have me. call me if anything okie.

Listen , Everything happens for a reason. \m/

2010-05-14T19:36:00.000+08:00

tgif and exams are finally over!
History paper.. was so-so. I screwed up my comparison.. so yeah , don't think I'll do well. Lit paper sucked the most , I ran out of time for a 5-mark question. what's more is that my other answers were rly short. :/ Science and Math are okah.

After school went tmall with shermin wanwen navjeet karyl grace gerallyn. Ate there , yes I spilled my drink. so I was like ' oh , GREAT!' , lol! then ate and left , we walked around tmall. nothing much actually. Best part - I went to century square's comic's connection today , then I saw lotsa posters and stuff , I finally found this 2AM writing base thing.(L)! 2AM stuffs are rare lol.

so ya , picture okok. hm then I went home with grace. ok.

2010-05-07T21:04:00.000+08:00

Note to self : Study HISTORY AND MATH ARHG!!!!!!!

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY
History was awesome. but it's the last lesson , I hope miss low will still teach us geog. Then Mother Tongue , everyone was like ignoring the teacher but she let us do whtv we want to do , it ended super quickly. Science was in bio lab! (AIRCON YAY) then went jap fudcourt w ugena for lunch! naps closefriends ftw ^_^v had omu rice , made me full. I think I have appendix but whatevr. After that bused to ugena's house. yeah I intro-ed to her wgm HAHAHAHAH I know sry I'm to kpop-obsessed. yeah so we watched wgm halfway read blogs look at pics play IQ games /crazy cups (lol ttm). Then watched the little nyonya , bused home. here I am blogging. I feel uncomfortable when I'm with my unnies , thats one of the reasons why I made a new twitter account. whatever , I'm not accepting followers. School's in such a chaos now , it feels rly great to be home or lunch with friends , laughing like super mad. I gotta stop the habit of lending people my phone , they're invading my privacy. I don't get the people who suck up bcus of your phone. moodswings are distracting my studies. I can't concentrate , I failed my math mock test (yes I think it's funny sorry.) badly.

THURSDAY IS RETARDED DAY.
lol! ytd was super freaking funny , CME lesson , we had to do this survey thingy , then for the 'wishful thinking/denial' part i got full marks. *laughs to ownself. funny ttm I swear. After school I went lunch with Carey , Samatha , Jewel , Kityu , Shermin , Wanwen , Navjeet & Yani. Then went library to study. studied math. (bcus I failed the test LOL) , saw masrina and kar wai and her friend. then went home.

2010-05-05T17:58:00.001+08:00

The only person I can confide in now is jen.
that's how cybermates are awesome. <3.

2010-05-04T16:36:00.000+08:00

Listening to 2AM , watching 2AM Day / wgm is <3
Reallly , their lives are like super relaxing la. knn

2010-05-01T12:48:00.001+08:00

English and Chinese myes were pretty okay , next week no exams. :( I happy bcus mye's gna be over soon. ^^
You changed. I'm not gna be that close as we were. I think it's best for all of us.

Yesterday went lunch with shermin wanwen navjeet gerallyn. Had lotsa fun , Navjeet and Wanwen had this mini competition - whoever finish double mcspicy first wins. yeah , had fun , then shermin ad gerallyn went home , went library with navjeet and wanwen. I made a new friend! her name's masrina. ^^v hah , they damn funny lah , made me laugh like crazy. Sorry , I know I laugh when it comes to serious things but yah. hahaha. Went home at 5 plus. :)

I'm bored and I wna go out. :S whatev. I hate people who doubt me so much. -_-

2010-04-27T23:14:00.001+08:00

hi! yah I added a tumblr widget at the bottom.

I think jung jinwoon is amazingly cute.
I think Im seulong is amazingly hot.
I think nickhun is amazingly gorgeous. HAHAHAH

2010-04-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

The revenge of the kpoppers. <3

2010-04-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

mc's over. I don't know whether to feel happy or sad. I'm happy that I'll have things to do so I won't think so much again. I self-reflected a lot during this period. I realize I'm not the only person who gets so emotional.

mye's start this week. I'm still blogging. yeah I started studying already. but not for a long time. Miss low says it depends on how you study and not how long you study. :p Arhg , yeah whatever. I've been chatting to old friends and classmates lots lately , i miss them too much. seems like everyone's too busy to care about me. Includes my parents. I'm thankful for this friend of mine , grace. She's super helpful. Yeah I know , she may be annoying , but that's what makes life challenging. I'm thankful for such amazing and wonderful cybers , wani , farah , dalph , syah , qeem , rina , and many others I've met on habbo. Habbo may be a boring social game thingy , but there are always really mature people there. (not really , for now. xD) They give super aawesome advice , and they're really understanding , unlike friends in reality. oh yeah , and jen. who has been listening to my rants lately , and possibly a late night person who can accompany me. Sometimes , I can't wait for a friendship to be over , but sometimes I hope it lasts forever. oo it rhymes! Pro me. I'll put up with it , I guess. It'll all be over soon.. (what serious , 8 more months please. ) lol. Kinda amazing to me I miss school and not the people. yeah , I'll come straight to the point. I've been feeling down lately , I don't know what I'm thinking of? I can't make descisions. I get annoyed by almost everyone. yay.

Let's blog about my sunday. hehe

Today didn't have a relative gathering bcus some of my aunts (& UNCLES DUH.) went to genting. so it's like only my aunt stayed in sg. so it's only the both of our families and their children ( well , my cousins. ) had their mid years. LIKE ME! and yeah , so we stayed at home. Speaking of mid years , Jonathan Cousin ! Goodluck for Myes and Os ah. xD Okay , yeah. I went Century square today and got a haircut. Not really satisfied but yeah. Then went to sakae sushi had an awez dinner with parents and bro. Mom not hungry which means I ate half a lobster. (I'm never gonna eat another lobster again. sorry lobsters.) and lotsa cuttlefish :S

yeah anyw , went NTUC to buy B&J's <3 okie. Then went home , watched star awards and the after party. then here I am now. whow , I spent almost 20 mins typing and thinking about what to type. okay yeah

<3.

2010-04-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

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2010-04-23T02:14:00.001+08:00

Hi. How to train a dragon made me cry. ohno. :(
Yeah you really have to rate it 5 stars! or 6/5 okay yeah. it's a thumbs up. :)
Don't know how to describe , it's fucking amazing.

2010-04-22T14:50:00.000+08:00

I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥ 2AM I ♥

Bye. :)

2010-04-21T17:28:00.000+08:00

it's another meaningless day. for the last 5 hours I've been typing out notes on word doc. hahah! Yay history! :S using the lappy in the living room is fun. I don't know why but I think it's better. hahah weird.
I saw my mom watching MTV Hits today , and what was playing was telephone by gaga ft Beyonce. bcus it contained like inappropriate stuffs in there , I went into total ' omgwtfbbq ' Mode. but yeh I minded my own business after that. I've covered 4 Chapters. Awesome me. I watched Korea's good morning's 2AM cut.
I'm super unhappy bcus wgm hasn't broadcasted for a month already! Let's hope kbs will decide to broadcast it next week. I hope there's something meaningful to do , sigh. I have already spread my 'disease' or wtv to my brother , and now he has a 1 week mc. like me! wtv , I can't wait to go to school. okay I'm going back to history again I swear my butt hurts. I want to freaking get out of the house. I'm not used to this man , staying at home for 6 days straight? I'm about to die. this post is random oh yes it is.

I love kevin woo. I love U-Kiss. I love B2ST. I love 2AM. I love Jinwoon. I love Seulong. I love jokwon. I love Changmin. I love 2PM. I love jaebum. I love Nickhun. I love Shane Dawson. I love Channing tatum. I love you. okay bye.

2010-04-19T16:48:00.001+08:00

It's spazzing time. After studying for the last 6 hours of only math , that's how slow I am. I can't help but look at the computer while studying. No choice I'mma study lata. Algebra is killing me. ARHG. I want to go out of the house so much. Now I'm like SUPER dizzy. :S After surfing tumblr for a few minutes of love..

These hunks are <3 click to englarge.

it's fahim! those who watch wgm shd know this guy , LOL.

I think it was seulong who said this , but yeah I love him who said this , expecially the 'and jaebum' part HAHA.

2AM and 2PM = <3

THAT'S KWONNIE AND JAEBUM , during their training days. (Y)

DAEBAK.
oh and I wonder why i don't find any seulongie pictures on tumblr.. :/

stronger.

2010-04-18T20:23:00.000+08:00

When my world is falling apart , and there's no one to break out the dark , that's when I look at you.

I got a week-long mc , I'm depressed. Many of you may think it's awesome , fun , cool , good , I'm lucky , THINK AGAIN. I'm not. Mid year's like totally starting right after my mc is over. that's just GREAT.
I might waste this week spazzing over kpop bands , slitting my wrist (NAH KIDDING LOL WTH) , Self-studying for mid-years , there are not much options I guess. Unless anyone in the class would like to film the lesson for me. That was a stupid suggestion from seline. she makes me laugh. ;) I hate the fact that I'm staying at home. I don't know whether I shd feel happy or sad either. It's not my first time anyway , first time was last year's swine flu season. lol , then my class were like given special privilleges. friggin awesome man.

I'm screwed for mid years man. like reallly , i hope we can retest but my condition is....whatever , you know it.

is this real ?

2010-04-17T11:42:00.003+08:00

I'm freaking out , so where am I now?

Yesterday my cousins came , then they dragged me to their house. I fell asleep there , then woke up at 11. cabbed home with momma. then went back to sleep.
Today didn't go band , as I woke up with rashes on my hands and feet? I don't think it's rashes or something , but it itches terribly. yeh and I have like a gazillion of ulcers on my mouth , I think I have hfmd , hopefully not. I'm gna see the doc agn lata. I think I got it from tiffany. omo. I got it from a baby. yeah wtv , thanks babes out there who gave me freaking good advice \m/ My throat is killing me now it hurts so much. i'm scared cus hfmd got 1 week MC and i already missed out so much :S I am dead dead dead dead super dead someone help?

I feel helpless , ignored , left behind.
Why do people keep wanting to create the trouble that will get them into trouble? Why aren't they tired of it?

2010-04-16T12:40:00.002+08:00

It may seem that I'm okay with it , but deep down inside , It isn't.
What more do you want?

oh , did I mention I have a 2day MC? since yesterday , but yeah now I got rashes. omo. yeh if I still have rashes tomoz I'm going to the doctor. If not i'm going band. sian max , There's like 2 tests today and it's counted for mid-years. I'm here blogging now. My Throat is super red and it hurts. I want strepsils. or smth. Lozenges don't help , sad. everything I eat/drink will make my throat go .. you know.

Okeh , That's all i guess.

P/S , I'm burning my throat now.

2010-04-15T17:30:00.000+08:00

yay shane dawson won a streamy award ! (Y)
awesome or not pls.

Last few days were pretty okay , I guess. I love cybermates. okay bye.

2010-04-13T20:23:00.001+08:00

History test is finally over. woo.
Today Stayed back for band. Mr yeo gave a longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg lecture.
yeh okay no more bye.

2010-04-11T02:02:00.000+08:00

Self Reflect.
Stop Ranting.
Think Before You Speak.
Don't think that you deserve people's pity.
Nobody cares , nobody asked , nobody bothers.

WHATEVER. PISSED NOW. BYE.

2010-04-10T00:07:00.000+08:00

sometimes people really have to keep their comments to themselves. Being too straightforward can hurt people.
I really don't get my classmates sometimes. They don't want to get into trouble but they always make trouble for themselves. They know tht they will get into trouble , then they'll go ' ok la I will be mature and stop. ' You're only doing it verbally. Actions speak louder than words!

I don't see why people should give you attention. Confronting isn't the only option. C'mon , people can't change. If they don't like you as yourself , then might as well avoid them. It's not the end of the world if you lose a friend.
It's just a person. ohmygod. -_-

2010-04-08T19:43:00.001+08:00

Letting it all go.

Giving up doesn't mean that you're weak , but it means that you're strong enough to let it go.

2010-04-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

hi!
ooh yeah I haven't posted anything about farewell party during band on saturday.
Saturday morning
Went to Tmart with loadsa people , to buy fud. then bought bottled starbucks which is totally unworth omg. -_- Anyway after that we bought cake gave miss deepa. then band room to rot/deco/blah. yeah.
Then around 10 they got some ppt , then the senior's feelings etcetc. then went to canteen.
Played water balloons. josiah is gay. ( I MEAN HAPPY) yah.
Sunday Went to sentosa , didn't go universal studios tho. only rot around the area , Aunts planning to go on the 18th. But Mid-year's are coming. :/ (speaking of mid-years it feels like the CTs are gonna be hard. :/)
yah. It's okay I guess. :) Then monday rotted with bandmates ! wooo. Today band , but the majority of the peeps got pet rocket ( joke here , put the pet into the bottle and shoot. HAHAHA) ok anyway , had fun today too. OKAY REMINDERS HERE.
Tests for Week 3
Science
Tests for Week 4
D&T
English

P/S : Bo pian lah no where to put so put here.

Wrong.

2010-04-02T23:30:00.001+08:00

Today I wanted to watch wimpy kid with bro. but it's postponed till tmr. was dead tired and sleepy despite 11 hours of sleep.Slept another 4 hours. Dad ordered Pizza. <3 Watching tv with mom now. halfway typing.
multi tasking ftw ok. Slept during the morning cuz i had sudden moodswings.

I have came to a point where I'm in the middle. I choose who I want to go with , and nobody has the right to judge my life for me and control me , other than my parents. I wanna get out of this class where no one appreciates and just give a heck care attitude even when leaders (e.g , the chairman ) try to get the effing class to bond. it feels like everyone took everything for granted. If this still goes on , our connection will die down soon. and hopefully it will be all over.

Whatever , i bet no one's gonna read this anyway. I don't really expect like people to read this and go comment on it. I miss chatting with dalph , farah , wani, haqeem and aisyah. they are really entertaining and they ALWAYS make my day. I never had any conflicts with them , I felt like they were my true friends then.
I remember from the start of the year until late feb/march , we haven't been connecting. those were the terrible-est days of my year. Not forgetting , ugena , shivani and gillian . They awesome and they make my day too. they're not backstabbers unless you offend them , we do confront each other after awhile , then all of us improve. oh and lucia! I miss her so much. :/ she's really funny. Not forgetting Band people , usual clique ;) , people who I met this year <3 they never fail to entertain. I still miss farah wani dalph haqeem aisyah! I wanna chat w them like NOW.

Somehow fortunately , I have something to cheer myself up. Here's some goodnews , I have somehow got over shane dawson , but I'm still cheryl dawson the awesome and I'll still surpport him. :) now it's Channing tatum , kwonnie , jinwoonie , seulongnie , Changminnie , Nickhun , g-drag , and newest , u-kiss' kevin woo. <3 haha youtube can lighten your mood. if not i read my books , My sister's keeper and flithy rich by wendy holden which is filled with alien language. it's like when i read that book i need a notebook and dictionary with me. explains tht my vocab is (n). I want nicholas sparks' the last song and dear john. hehe buy fo me for fun.
and I just watched 2AM day it's mad funny and I luv it. makes me earn more respect for 2AM. hahah

Here's a long post , it has been awhile. ;)

www.twitter.com/rylokay okay. ").
now playing the only execption by paramore. <3

2010-04-02T12:59:00.001+08:00

it has been awhile! :)

this week has been pretty hectic for me. It's like , School , then lunch , rot , then home , hw , study , blahz.
then after band I went to visit my cousin at toapahyoh , like from east go to north. fml , then i reached home super late. Then Wednesday , was okay.
ytd When In Rome with seika eling jewel yani amish and timothy! :D
Was pretty awesome. Rate it 4/5. :)

Moodswing's getting worst. It's not only happening during night time , but in the day also.
I feel tht people around me are weird. :/ feel super uneasy.
When I go out with friends I'm always at the back. Weird eh? Might as well not go.
I wanna go out with ugena soon. it has been a longggg time since i went out w her.
When I say long it's long. I miss my pri sch girlfs.

okay seeyaa.

2010-03-27T12:45:00.000+08:00

NAPS Culture Alive was madddd awesome.
hi. pictures in facebook.

at times , when you self-reflect , you get sudden moodswings.
It's like , you suddenly think that life's super unorganized and messy.
then , you start thinking negatively , somehow? yeah like ' I can't do it ' or ' it will never happen ' or something.
I swear I have no idea. Help?

Run devil run run ~

2010-03-23T20:20:00.000+08:00

LOWER YOUR VOLUME NOW!! you've been warned.

still in 2AM mood. hehe
GRACE DON'T TOUCH 2AM HOR.

2010-03-22T22:39:00.001+08:00

I did wrong by 2am is madly obsessive ,
jinwoon's solo in this song is power. <3
but jokwon , changmin and seulong did equally awesome!

saranghae , 2AM ~

2010-03-20T20:01:00.000+08:00

Hi!

It has been awhile since chatting with wani , farah , dalph , qeem , syah , jen , rina , and others.
I miss them! <3 haha we had a reunion this morning. I had to miss band today cuz I had _. thanks to seafood! -_- (yes I'm serious it's seafood not jack neo. LOL SHERMIN , VANESSA AND SHEEKAH. ) So I woke up at 4 , then _ till 4.27(woah so exact) then slept. then at 6 , i had to go toilet again ( HAHA CLUE HERE.) till 6.45 SEE I DAMN PRO. then i told dad then he allowed me to miss band. then i woke up and slept and the same cycle happens.. until 3. I ate mediciene la. of cuz. rofl. but this was not the worst.. not like i want to skip band k!

sorry , let me fangirl here.

2AM is mad awesome.
Yes , jokwon , seulong , jinwoon and changmin are still my obsessions. <3 yayyyy
I totally found a download link for the album ! MAD AWESOME SHIZ omg HAHA (Y)
Dalph the disease got me into SNSD. -_- lolz
Yuri and Tiffany are my faves now. xD
Then.. I somehow got into SHINee obsession , but i was late cuz they had fan gathering last week.. but y'know , it's expensive so I couldn't go anyway..
G-DRAGON IS HOT! but I still love shane. HAHAHA no one can steal! >:D
let's see.. jokwon , seulong , jinwoon , changmin , G-drag , Key , Shane Dawson , Channing tatum , WOH. HAHA.

my obsessions are above.
now playing I did wrong by 2AM.

<3

2010-03-18T21:20:00.000+08:00

it's been 11 days since someone tagged.
it's not like I expected someone to tag la , but I feel neglected(?) I really don't know haha.
I'm catching up with current neighbour , has been ages since I talked to him , haha.

okay bye.

2010-03-16T16:30:00.000+08:00

Helluz.

I'm sick today. hopefully I recover tmr! I wanna go band. I've been sleeping alot recently , but I'm still unable to stay up late. ugh.
i've been watching gossip girl since the start of the holidays , again. Awesomeness ok.
I miss school! too fun already. It's still better than sitting in front of the computer all day and stoning.
Everyone's like literally busy EVERYDAY. I need to be entertained.
I don't habbo or play any fb games anymore. so what I usually do... chat , stare at statuses , tweet , and die.
oh and I practise my saxophone okiez. >:D

uh today morning , went ntuc with mommy , then I heard justin bieber's 'baby'. (Hi , anti all the JBs and disneys here.) Then I totally freaked out la. HAHAH! Came home , mommy cooked , ate , rot till now. Watched 3 episodes of gossip girl. hehe now I'm waiting for it to load. uh okay , bye. ;p

2010-03-14T20:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANDRA! <3

You're officially 18. Enjoy watching M18 Movies ok. (HEHE)

yes , it's my cousin , sandra's bday. ;p

today went centrepoint , then went orchard central , then 313. pretty awesome day. :)

lazy to elaborate lol. I bought Mixstyle headphones ! Pink colour ftw!

okay bye.

Do not ever say something when you don't do it.

2010-03-13T19:45:00.001+08:00

today was pretty awesome!

morning woke up 6.15 , but went to sleep again -_- woke up at 7.30 , from vankoshiei's sms. then I stoned there for like 5 seconds lah. HAHA then I realised I was late. lmao , then I rush , I damn pro pls , I took 25 mins. Dad fetched me to school , just in time. but the door , unlock , from the inside can't open. tried both sides.
in the end dad had to go out of the car and open the door for me. I FELT SPOILT oh my god.
then , went band , tenor saxophone ftw ! <3 <3 oh anyway after band went macs then went back to school.
Folllowed the band go tiong bahru plaza , they went there to perform. The awesome-st part was otw back to school on da bus. The guys , faris and some others , (if I'm not wrong) they started playing gee , then Oh! then Genie. HAHAHHA DAMN FUNNY I SWEAR. then , they say too soft , put at the trombone/french horn or whatever horn there. LOL , then they play bad romance , the people around the last few rows started singing. HAHAH awesomeness. then someone dropped their stand/wtv , then 'ohhhhh.' then someone say the bus uncle very shocked. then one guy went like ' eh uncle you ok?' ok it doesn't sound as hilarious as it was.
yeah then we played don't forget the lyrics. HAHAH lamr ttm then when reaching school shermin's bottle of coke dropped. so they started talking about the mutton's prank thingy , the coke thingy. it's rly obscene , debriefed bused home.
lol the strap of my saxophone case dropped so the whole thing totally dropped.
then this super kind old uncle came to help me! So kind! it shd kinda be vice versa tho..
went home then here I am.

Song of the moment ; Oh! - SNSD.
Quote of the moment ; Lady gaga has stuttering issues. ( rah rah rah ah ah[bad romance], j-j-j-just dance[just dance] , pa-pa, pa-parazzi[paparazzi] , p-p-p-poker face[poker face] , st-starstruck[starstruck] , M-m-monster[monster] , k-kinda busy [telephone], ) hehe
Star of the moment : Jea from beg! <3

2010-03-11T23:40:00.000+08:00

hi.
i am very bored.
today , went school , blah.
Lunched w ugena , gossiped(confidential hehehe). Walked around , then went library for lit , saw huiwen and her friend. borrowed two books ;p
sad , they're actually x4 the mass of my breaking dawn by steph meyer. not x2!

AND I AM GONNA BRING THEM TO SCHOOL TMR. die!
heavy schoolbag leads to broken backs AHAHAHAHA

I stilll wondering how i coped w bringing more than 8 books when i was pri2. PRO PLS HAHAA

Song of the moment ; world behind my walll - tokio hotel
star of the moment ; Seul ong!
Quote of the moment : wake up in the morning feeling like P.diddy (LOL AHAHHAHAHAHAHA)

2010-03-10T22:55:00.001+08:00

I iz has a sudden urge to blog !
but I don't know what to blog about.. :/

Tuesday !
school as usual. went band. changed from alto to tenor.
today was okay.
aft school rotted and watch wanwen and kityu play with umbrelllas HAHAHAH
vid @ fb yo. :)
Ate , rot/read at school till 3 or 4. bused home with huiwen.
went jogging with bro ,then 7-11 -_- (no point jogging)
oh and hafiz pranked sms me. It was gay.
then played with saxo fo awhile. ;p
watched academy awards.
now i'm hiding in my room thanks to the horror part. Blood , murder,vampires and monstaaa
still in a dilemma whether i shd watch or not. but ohwelll.

HEHE 1 HOUR TO 1year anniv with seikaaaaaa <3

2010-03-08T17:00:00.002+08:00

since mdmtong was an artistic teacher, I think she wanted a tattoo i guess. hahahah!
ok sorry this isn't the main thing i want to blog nowz
and I realised i havent tagged sarah , adele , alefiyah etcetc for ages! another random
I love getting out of topic. ok back to main point

wheetwhoot I got top for lit yayyyyyyy *jumps around.
So far I haven't failed anything yet. if I pass science that would be awesome. first time passing all subjects in 4 years(other than psle)! It's always failing 1 subject - SCIENCE/MATH.
I'm so not gonna put my grades here cuz .. of privacy i guess. but ehheehee I still revealed a lil'
GRACE IS DUA CHIO MAN I SWEAR.

Another random topic - lotsa lucky people are going to universal studios. :/ Daddy don't wanna allow me to go cuz he says he don't trust me. & he says it's too expensive. & he says he rather let me go with relatives.
i'm okay with that tho. hahaha.

Ohbtw on saturday I watched dear john and hachiko. omg hachiko deadsad ohmygod I can't stop crying!
Maybe it's because I have a relationship with a dog of my own too. I want to get the Novel! I wanna watch the jap version! it rly makes you feel damn depressed.

Star of the moment - Ga-in of brown eyed girls :)
Song of the moment - Tiktok - Ke$ha
Quote of the moment - If you want to judge me, just sentence me to another life.
Movie of the moment - Hachiko

2010-03-06T19:27:00.000+08:00

pri4love's form teacher has been spotted at tampines mall by ugena and I today!
mdm tong was wearing this tube-dress and she has a tattoo. D:
she cut her hair pls , lol. Her son is v cute! :p
I stood in front of her but she can't recognize me!ohmygod!! :(

Anyway , today went band. had fun! LOL VANESSA ,JONA , SHERMIN AND DANCED ABRACADABRA HAAHAHA!
uh and then , aft band ugena came to meet me outside school. went home to change then went tm to watch dear john , then went to foodcourt saw joy. :p

why is today so extraordinary? I like. I hope more days like that will come by. hehe

2010-03-05T21:27:00.000+08:00

hello.

today was pretty much normal , I guess. Lessons as usual , then asked for CCA transfer form.
went macs first with shermin and wanwen. then followed by grace. then wanwen went for dance after that.
then shermin and I went library and saw samuel. he fell down hahahah!
anyw rotted and did hw till 4 , went cafe rot. drank bbt , talked. then badminton guys came then leroy lah , he damn horny. hahahaha and something embarrasing and funny happened. yeah then they went taxi. rich guys. -_- then jennifer ,wanwen and some of her friends came. chatted awhile then fangwei came then he imitated someone's picture which is super act cute ? I don't know. you be the judge. *points at facebook
yeah , so went home , went t walk dog. shdn't have brought her to walk. she keeps stoning. -_-
uh yeah , band tmr.

P.S, I got A2 for history hehehehe

Hi Babies.

2010-03-03T19:00:00.001+08:00

I love ugena. She's the most trustable friend.
I love saxaphone. The most awesome instrument ever.
I love 1C1. The most awesome class ever.

but however , we will have more interests and these will be overtaken.

CTs were okay so far. Passed D&T which gave me a sense of relief cuz I didn't study fr it.
wheetwhoot. :)! Sherilyn from CHIJ TP rocks ok. A1 girl. HEHEHE
Worried for eng , sci , lit. :/

2010-02-16T22:04:00.001+08:00

OFFICIAL : MIA TILL MARCH
Anything sms/msn. (super urgent smses only. if not I won't entertain )

Uncle's house today
nothing much , but my coin pouch got much heavier. xD
wheet whoot! okay , last post before CA1. I will draft tho. post all at once. haahah
Bye ! xoxo

Warning : The owner will not be responsible for any illnesses/hurtful feelings for the words , if you're hurt by my words or want to kp me in any way , I suggest you leave now. (sorry for using kp :( I can't think of any word to describe it now) You've been warned.

Just to clear things , I know tht there's a mark on my lip , it's not a piercing , and also , I never wanted to pierce any part of my body , execpt my ears. my lip skin always peel off so it's something like a scar there. so ya.
and no I had never said I was pretty or anything , so don't give me such accusations tht I was thick skinned and said I'm pretty or w.e even I said ' I'm plo ' in fb/twitter , I was joking , if you don't have such humor , I suggest you leave now.

2010-02-15T21:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ,

HAPPY VALENTINE'S ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DALPH !!<3

Dalph , if you're reading this , HI. PLS BE TOUCHED.

11th Feb: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER!!

12th Feb: Visit to NAPS. talked to mr goh/mdm rafeah for abt 15 mins? then they had to go meeting.
I still can't find wanglaoshi. and didn't get to meet mr abraham this time.
13th Feb : CNY eve. Met Ugena in the afternoon. Watched Valentine's day. not worth , unless you're in love with ashton kutcher or taylor swift or taylor lautner. taylor swift was given a .. brat-ish role? I don't like it. doesn't match her looks. Ashton Kutcher ftw!! <3 anyw aft tht went mirammar for reunion dinner.
14th Feb : Happy CNY! Dressed up in the morning and went to big aunt's house. then went granduncle's house , then went 2nd uncle's house to rot and dinner. HOME COOKED FOOD , I MISS YOU!!! Stayed till 2330 for blackjack and mahjong.
15th Feb : Went Uncle William's house the whole day. they say they wanted to go sentosa but didn't cuz they knew it would be super duper crowded. (P.S they = the uncles and aunts. ) yeah so rot the whole day.
TV > Daidee > TV > TV > Stress > Pizza for dinner > Played with anna > home

yeah , that's it. bye !

2010-02-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

I don't know why but I feel like posting today.

hi. (:
today was another guides session. Was okay.
seems like everyday after school I'll lunch with 1C1 peeps and 1R1(Jennifer only LOL) then after that some of us would go library to do hw/study , then when library closes , hw/study at nas cafe. Usually stayed till 5plus. yes. Dad and Mom allowed. I asked them ok! don't anyhow.
anyw , I can't wait for CNY!
and i received my first packet of angbao already. :D
ok I swear tht was super duper bhb.

SCHOOL WAS GREAT.
<3 <3 <3 oh and I'm supposed to be MIA right. HAHAHHAHA
ok. I'mm MIA Right after CNY post. which will be around the 17th. CTs starts at 26/7th.
have 9/10 days to get ready. Anyway I've already started studying ! ^^

ok bye.
#nowkpopping SNSD- Oh!

\m/

2010-02-07T20:31:00.001+08:00

2ONEDAY. BROWN EYED GIRLS. KARA. SNSD.
HEARTBEAT.AGAINANDAGAIN.EVENIFIDIE,ICAN'TSENDYOUAWAY.SIGN.OH!.

Went vivo today. super short gathering.
Heard tht we're going Hotel for renuion dinner=fats.
I'm going on hunger strike. AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
not.

omg pineapple tarts are superduper addicting ttm. haha yey I bought a bag!

<3 <3 <3

2010-02-03T21:08:00.000+08:00

Hi.
Havn't been posting , haha. Preparing for CAs. (:
yes , I got into girl guides. Wasn't looking forward though.. but , yeah it was fun.
But.I.hate.icebreaking.games :(
but it was fun anyway. hahaha!
maybe I shd stick to girl guides.
WHO KNOWS.
Bye ! (sorry for the terrible posting cuz I'm randomly pressing 'enter' and I'm rly high and freaking bored. )

2010-01-29T22:34:00.001+08:00

hello there. (:
Today went to school , rmbed that I forgot to bring MC. Fortunately Mrs Lock/Mr Khong didn't ask for it. I'm gonna bring it on monday *reminds to ownself

yeh after school quite a lotta us went to macs to celebrate Terrence's Birthday. (:

ah. if only the auntie monitoring us was reading this post.

' Don't give the auntie trouble !' didn't really help.

omg. we really gave her lotsa trouble. x_x

had fun.
bought poppers but didn't use.
bought cake but it was too sweet.
bought macs which rly made my tummy go boom.

I've been abused by my bro again , countless times of warning from my parents.
his PS3 had a switch on/off prob , and I went ' you didn't off properly , so if you don't off it properly , it will go byebye *waves hand ' and there he goes , throwing the PS3 Controller towards me and it hit my temple.
how close. yes , tears ran down my cheeks and mucus became a cold flu.
he just said ' cannot meh!?'
that guy has issues.
he just said sorry.
Actions Speaks louder than words.
ah. that phrase reminds me of Mdm Rafeah.
ughh , tissue paper turning into a ball of tissue.

Oh yeahz , CAs are coming. not gonna post as much now. (:
time to cut down on comp time.
shall go to sleep thanks to flu. :)

2010-01-28T21:44:00.001+08:00

Even if i die , I can't send you away - 2AM.
Most addicting Kpop song ever heard other than sign/abracadabra.
hahahh , it's almost 10. don't feel like sleeping. but whatever. will sleep early.
okay wait , I'm gonna move my lappy. LOL.
okay done. um yeah , okay goodbye. (:

2010-01-27T21:54:00.001+08:00

okay , today was usual , went home earlier , went tution and reached home.
I love my teachers.
I'm loving 1C1 .. I guess? prtty much.

* , you're a man. When you were in need of money , who were there to help you? Who was there , to desprately look for buyers , and make money for you? - was there , she did all that for you and got nothing in return , and now you're avoiding her. like seriously , get a life.
I'm trying not to type vulgarities , but I'm tempted to , cuz you made my mood a total disaster.

2010-01-26T18:38:00.001+08:00

the vp gave a talk about our school motto and core values today.
Really woke me up.
To let others respect you , you must respect yourself first.
I'm gonna stop using vulgarities , and I mean it.

today went to macdonalds with seika jennifer shermin and gerallyn. (:
Had fun , I shd control my use of vulgarities now.
Nothing much , just updating this space to kill my time.
Studied Science and Math ! I'm rly confident for my next test , which I rly dk when it will be.
hahaha! okay byebye. (:

and I deleted all my 330 blogposts because today is a new day!
:p